I used to watch movies like Magnolia and not really understand
what the characters were going through because I myself lived
a pretty stressless life. Maybe that's why I prefer light comedies
these days as anything too intense seems to make me antsy and
anxious and worried. It seems like there alot of tv shows now
that are asphyxiated with death and the concepts therein. CSI,
Jordan Crossing, Without a Trace, House, but what's worse is that
these are all shows that Sarah LOVES! Well, a few of them. CSI
and House especially. The point is that I feel like I have crossed
a new plane where I have thought about death and dying to the
point that it can go no further - this doesn't mean it won't happen
but that constant thinking about it will do no good.
IT IS SOMETHING BEYOND MY CONTROL.
THINGS BEYOND MY CONTROL ARE NOT WORTH MY WORRY.
DO NOT WORRY ABOUT TOMORROW BECAUSE IT'S ALREADY
TOMORROW IN AUSTRALIA,
Life is here to be lived. Anxiety will come and worries will come -
what's important is just realizing that seasons of life will be more
worrysome than others and knowing that you will 'get thru it' is key
thinking. Like Michael J. Fox's character on Scrubs (a doctor with
obsessive compulsive disorder) said "Just know that when there's
something you think you can't do and your mind keeps throwing
up roadblocks, you can drive right thru 'em."
It was great to see some old friends lately, first at iawah down memory
lane and then Jonny A shows up faithfully for his yearly beer/poker/
pizza time in st kits. Love you Jonny. Bless your little heart.
