Sometimes, I don't feel like I'm here. I feel gone - tethered and
watching from afar. Spaced. The scenes flash by and I feel a bit
of an electrical impulse being fired through - but I feel deadened.
Emotions are becoming calcified and hidden down deep where
no one can access them. A drink with a friend - a golden lager.
A sunset. A spring eve.
It all goes away.
